Today is March 25. Spring Break. And I am finally not sick. I was sick for about a month. I think that was the longest that I have ever been sick.
I went to Botanical Gardens with my mom in Clairmont today. It was pretty fun. I love these pinkish flowers. I want a garden full of them. Maybe we'll plant some this year. I actually got some good photos. Some cute squirrels and a cute photo of my mom. And she took a few of me.
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Day 84
Day 82
This is what a weeks worth of studying and homework will do. Leave you with a complete mess. Well.. Mostly I just spent my time writing an essay. I rarely actually study for more than 30 minutes.
Day 80
Went shopping today with my friend. I only had my cell phone. I think I need a cell phone with a better camera. Birthday present maybe?
If I get a new cell phone I am pretty sure that I'd have to get a new plan that supported the phone. I have a really old plan. I like having to pay only $25 a month.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Day 78
Went to work and as soon as I got home I did homework.. still not finished but I have until Thursday.
Day 77
I was at school all day and then after spending an hour at the grocery store.. I came home and did homework until I went to sleep
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Day 74
And this is what I call the Epic List of Doom. It actually felt pretty good to put it all on paper. Made some of the frazzled thoughts go away. And It felt good checking some of them off.... although I added more than I checked off.
Day 74
And this is what I call the Epic List of Doom. It actually felt pretty good to put it all on paper. Made some of the frazzled thoughts go away. And It felt good checking some of them off.... although I added more than I checked off.
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
Day 67
I think that flannel is the sexiest thing a woman can wear. Sex appeal should be about what makes you, you.
I am always appealed to people who are raw, real, and aren't afraid to be themselves. They are the people who act crazy at the mall because it makes them (and you) laugh.
At the end of the day.. sexy is a flannel shirt and a pair of boy shorts. Or a men's white T-shirt and messy hair. Its sexy because it shows that you are confident enough that you know you are beautiful without any makeup, without a sexy piece of lingerie, and without any barriers. And at the end of the day, isn't confidence the sexiest thing that you can wear?
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Day 66
This is something that I need to remember to do "face up to fear."
I have to challenge myself more when I am afraid. Just do it.. even though I am shaking so much that it hard to walk. Do it.. because I will be proud of myself later.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Day 64
Come On Get Higher
Loosen my lips
Faith and desire
And the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Day 63
In my poetry class today we read The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost. If you ever want to read some dimly depressing stories, take Frost for a spin.
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth; 5
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same, 10
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back. 15
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. 20
I've heard all these interpretations of the poem.. but here is my take. I think that Frost is kinda looking back at his past decisions with regret. When he looked down the two different roads they really looked very similar.. one was just a little over grown. He took the path that not many take.. and that decision shaped his life. The path made all the difference. So basically?? You can't change the past. You gotta love Frost.
We are all on our own paths, choosing our own course and here is the question.. when you come across two roads.. which road do you choose?
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Day 62
Despite the fact that I hid away from the world yesterday.. tonight seems like one of those nights. If I didn't have school tomorrow I would have had a drink. Well.. not this one. This one would have knocked me sideways. I would have had a nice cold beer. Sadly none of my favorites are in the fridge right now. Just left over alcohol from my birthday last year, rum from making a friends birthday cake, and tons of alcohol left over from New Years. I think by the end of this year there is going to be so many extras I'm going to have to throw a party where everyone just drinks their "extras"... although I might be the only one with this problem. Well.. back to the point.. which was?? something.
Getting ready for a busy weekend. Tomorrow I am going for a walk in the foothills with my camera.. or there abouts. Should be interesting.
But going to work and then rushing off to a city council meeting does not a good day make.
Stayed out about two hours too late,
An' now it's hard gettin' out of this bed.
Man, my boyfriend was a pain in the butt last night,
Now he's an ache in my head.
Stubbed my toe on the dresser an' I guess,
It's too late to shower an' do my hair.
Yeah, throw a ball cap on;
Hell, half the day is gone.
And nothin' else could go wrong, whoa, oh.
Fifity bucks is all I got:
When times are tough, it's time to shop,
An' my credit card'll buy a lot, whoa, oh.
What's another bill to pay?
It's that kind of day.
Hey, hey, hey, yeah.
Got twenty-six messages on my voicemail,
An' I've only called my best friend back.
An' I told her: "When it comes to my life these days,
"I'm somewhere between a cry an' a laugh."
She said my Mom just called her,
An' said I look like I've gained five pounds.
Ho, oh, slip into my fat jeans.
Overdose on mint ice-cream.
Treat the day just like a dream, whoa, oh.
Hope I see someone I know,
An' I'll smile an' put on a show,
Say I got somewhere to go, whoa, oh.
Everyone's got something to say:
It's that kind of day.
Hey, hey, hey, yeah.
Hey, hey, hey, whoo.
:. Instrumental break .:
Standin' still on the interstate,
An' I swear some old lady,
Just flipped me the bird.
Did she just flip me the bird?
Ha ha, it's gotta go up from here.
Today is gonna disappear,
An' nothin's gonna interfere, whoa, oh.
Gonna buy myself some flowers,
An' then spend a couple a-hours,
Talkin' to my Higher Power, whoa, oh.
Ask Him why life's this way.
(Ask Him why.)
Yeah, I'm gonna ask Him why my life's this way,
(Why's my life this way?)
There's just no tellin' what He's gonna say.
Oh, it's just that kind of day.
Hey, hey, hey, yeah.
Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah-a.
Hey, yeah, yeah, yeah-a.
Yah, oh yeah, yey.
Send "That Kind Of Day" Ringtone to Cell Phone
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Monday, March 1, 2010
Day 60
I love lockets, but for some reason I never put any picture inside. Choosing the right one seems too important.
I know who should go in there.. but if anyone were to see it and ask questions. I know that I wouldn't want to talk about it. So I guess it is just easier not to put any pictures in the locket. It means I don't have to have "that" conversation with someone that I just met.
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. Hopefully, it will teach this girl a little bit of discipline too. Fingers crossed that all goes well.